learningtofly.

Mixed Feelings.

im the kind of girl who is in bed at 10:00 no matter who you are i will not stay up for you. Well i guess there is always someone who will come along and change you forever. i have been up till 2 in the morning for a week talking to you. but the thing that is strange to me is that i am completely satisfied and happy. We have both let our guards down and although it hurts looking in the past and bringing it to the present we both put everything out on the table for each other and we both accepted what each of us need. i can honestly say no one has made me feel this way about them. if you only knew how i was and am with other guys im sure you would be surprised. i never give anyone the time of day, but you, yeah you have changed me, and im still trying to figure out if it is a good thing or bad. All i have been is hurt even with my guard up so now that my guard is down, i feel vulnerable to you.