the difference.
i avoid relationships because i know that as a person i am not stable and dependable. i dont put into relationships with friends because in order for me to be a good friend and be there for people, i need to be there for myself and i havent been. I always put people before myself and the sad part is, its people i dont even love, people i actually cant stand. but im just tired of trying so hard to make people happy who dont even like me. i just need to face the fact that ill never be welcomed in this town.





