i avoid relationships because i know that as a person i am not stable and dependable. i dont put into relationships with friends because in order for me to be a good friend and be there for people, i need to be there for myself and i havent been. I always put people before myself and the sad part is, its people i dont even love, people i actually cant stand. but im just tired of trying so hard to make people happy who dont even like me. i just need to face the fact that ill never be welcomed in this town.
My life is still shit. But I guess it’s getting a tiny bit better. Now I’m just miserable rather than helplessly wandering through constant torture in this hell hole. It’s a start I guess.
is for someone to save me.
The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that’s what you’ve given me. That’s what I hope to give to you forever.
— the notebook.
take me to the beach.
goes through all of our heads.